She said to call her if I needed to. That meaning, call her if I was going to do it again. If I was going to do anything.
Did I need to talk to her? Did I need her to stop me? To help me?
I don't know.
And I'm sorry. I failed.
And I have the reminder on me forever.
FAIL.
It's there to remind me that that's all I am. Who I am.
The failure.
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this makes me sad because i relate
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after 1 and a half years it's nearly faded
but i have the exact same word
try not to let it defeat you
it says that at that time you may have 'failed'
but now choose to get through it
i understand completely how hard it is..mm
i love you ashlz
xo clarey