colourful mind map

I write you an email, you don't reply.
I send you a message, you don't reply.
I see you're online on Facebook, and I'm too afraid for more rejection, so I don't even write to you.
I can't even post anything on your wall, because I might say something I may not mean.
And there's no point in sending you an email, because you wont reply.
'I love you, Ash. I'll never leave you.'
Well, I knew you would. That's why I told you not to say it.

I just wish you showed me the love that you say you have for me.
Or something like that.
Anything.