goodbye

Saying goodbye is something that's fairly hard to do. Well, I find it exceptionally difficult to say goodbye. But this, this will kill me. Because I'm not really saying goodbye. You will still be around. I will still see you often. But I just can't talk to you. I just can't be around you. I just can't.
I can't tell you why. I can't even give you one reason. But I need space. I can't be around you. Either of you. The tension and the awkward feelings that are felt during the time we're together, it's unbearable. And it hurts my heart. And maybe that's why I tried to space myself off today. And I'm sorry if you felt hurt or betrayed. I just need some space. I know you wont be reading this, but I hope you understand. Don't hate me.
....Goodbye.