venting.

What the heck is going on? Can somebody please tell me?
People don't know how to make up their fucking minds. And it fucks me off and confuses me even more. Why be all over me one day, and then fucking throwing me out of your life the next. I don't get it. Why would you be like that? Seriously.
I don't understand.
Today = completely awkward day. The morning was great. Then just turned completely. Awkward day. Upsetting day. A painful day. I hated it. I loved seeing her. I loved seeing them. But it was a painful day. Full of awkward moments. I'm not sure if it will ever be the same again. Maybe there is no real friendship. Or maybe it's just been 'brushed off'. Are you completely over it? I cringe every time you touch me. And I'm sorry.

I just wish today could start over. I miss Mel so much, and I only saw her a few hours ago... Stupid, hey.