still

Usually I'd be beating myself up about what happened today.
I'd tell myself that it's okay, and it's okay to do this. It'll eventually go away.
Honestly, I don't know why I did it...But I did acknowledge that it wasn't right.
I shouldn't have turned to that for 'relief' or for 'comfort' or for whatever I was looking for.

But it's okay. I acknowledged what happened. I know I made a mistake. I stuffed up. It happens.

But.....

I'm choosing to move forward in Him, because I don't want to be still....