I've been sitting here for the past hour or so, reading over all my posts. How the fuck did I let myself get so brainwashed in such bull shit? Believing in something that does not exsist.
I'd like to think it does, sure. But it doesn't. Believing in something that was nonexsistant. I wasted almost 3 years of my life. 3 years I'll never be able to get back.
Maybe half the duration was great, but the other half I spent beating myself up on why I was failing at life. Why I seemed to struggle when everybody else got to run free. It wasn't fair.
But now, now I'm the happiest person I've been in a long time And that's because I've started living for me.
Thankyou for my little revelation. I'm over you. I'm starting afresh.
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