I'm starting to think there's something wrong with me.
Your choice to believe it or not.
It's also your choice to say you 'believe in me', and that you'll 'stand by me no matter what'. But it's my choice to truly believe that or not. And I don't.
I think I deserve to be able to make my own decisions. My own choices. I'm sick to fucking death of you encouraging me and telling me what you say you 'mean', but your actions speak so differently, it's not even funny anymore.
I love you so very much, but it hurts my heart terribly whenever you try your hardest to make me feel I can shine. I don't want to go on feeling like this major fuck up and let down. This is who I am. This is all I will ever live up to be.
And once again, you have the choice to believe that or not. It's up to you.
I miss you.
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