dark,

She doesn't know why, but right now she longs to hear from Holly.
Even though she spoke to her last night..
She layed in bed just longing to feel love. And just at that time, Emma texted her. Emma was a lovely person. And she knew she could talk to Emma and would not feel convicted. But Emma didn't understand on the level that Holly did. She called Emma, and told her how at that moment, she just wanted somebody to tell her they loved her, and Emma did just that. She thanked her. And Emma asked how she was. She told her the truth. Emma asked if she had spoken to anybody, she answered yes. Emma would have loved it if she spoke to her, but as long as she speaks to somebody, Emma is happy about that. She told her that she recently spoke to Holly, and that felt like a weight was lifted. But she was still sick. Emma asked if she could pray for her. She said yes, but not over the phone. It makes her feel stiff. Makes her feel nothing. And just as she starts to feel something again, she doesn't want to lose it to prayer. Emma understands. Emma tells her again she loves her. She loves Emma too. So much. Just like an older sister. That's how she looks at Emma. But now it's time to go to sleep. To see things that should be left it the dark. That are left in the dark. But she's in the dark too.