everything

Recently, my best friend bought me an adapter cord that I needed to be able to use my laptop again.
Being excited to have my life back, I went through everything. Every file. Every photo. My iTunes. Everything.
And I found a folder that was named 'my songs'. Being weary about what they could actually be, I took caution while opening the first file. 'Song Number 1' was the title. And the file read:

"I close my eyes and I never realized its Your love I found.
Little did I know that it was glorious, not furious,
Capable not terrible.
I was young and naive but then I found You and know You're all that I need
Alone and empty, I thought that was the meaning
Then I experienced Your first touch and felt the healing

Now I know You're everything I need
You're everything I want
Can't you see that You're my everything
You're everything I hoped
Everything I dreamed
Now that You're here I can't believe
That You're my everything ".

I never got around to finishing the song. Because maybe that's when I realized it wasn't working for me.

How funny that things change so quickly. So quickly.
I can't believe how naive I was to believe and fall for such bull.