meant for this.

I don't think they saw the way I tried to open myself up tonight.
I don't think they saw that.
I think they just saw what they've been telling me.
I think they saw that I was closing myself off.
But I wasn't. After lifting my hands, lifting my heart, getting rid of those thoughts of destruction, I gave up. Because I felt nothing. Heard nothing. Nothing but the sound of my pain.

So that's what I'm meant to live in. Or I would have been delivered tonight.