'nan'

Seeing her like that today made my heart sink into despair. But I wanted to say something. Do something. Change something. I want her to be happy and healthy and safe and healed. But, I can't be sure to offer any of that to her. I can't do anything. Me and my helpless self. I can't take her pain away. And it killed me. As I sat there and listened to her pour her heart out to me. I sat there, helplessly wanting to know more. To know everything. And to just hold her in my arms and tell her that everything will, eventually, be okay. We tried to distract ourselves from our pain and hearts cry, by talking about our dreams. What we want to do, who we want to be. I discovered deep within myself that I had never lost my dream. I just lost my path, and forgot. My dream is still the same. Well, in a sense. And that made me happy to realize that something in my life is still the same. And I want to reach for the stars, and never give up. Hope. It's there. Let's remind myself. Remind yourself.