them

She tries to find some reason to be okay. For them.
She tries to find reason to be happy. For them.
She tries her hardest to keep herself together. For who? For them.


I can't let them down. I need to tell them that I'm okay. That I'm making it. The He's helping me. That He's healing me. They can't see I'm broken. They can't see I'm wounded. They can't know. They can't know the truth.
I just have to leave them out, but I can't push them away.

She needs them.